I did
conquer... I reached the freedom I was looking
for but that happened much later. In the meantime
I was living my via crucis, both inside
and out..
There's a chapter to this story
that is, still part of the training ... my
last crucifixion in the tropics ... the last
where we were still trying out scenarios innocently.
Where I hadn'tt told jj that I wanted
out.
The day
after we made that last session in the tropics,
we were walking on the dirt road under the
terribly hot sun. I was wearing this very
sexy jeans with holes around my ass... and
JJ was very happy because we made love like
mad beasts... then I told him, I wanted to
break up, I wanted to leave him. He
thought he was going to die. That day my via
crucis began..
