We were not expecting to do as many tapes as we did.  We wanted to make one .... study it... erase it.... forget it...

But as our experience grew in intensity, the tapes grew in quality, my performance became more realistic and JJ became more aroused. Me too, of course. There was no way we were going to erase these tapes

When we started the new session, the fourth one, JJ sugested some variation to the flogging part. I was not going to be on the post but rather with my arms stretch open betweenthe post and the wall. There was a hook up on the ceiling, near the wall, and a chain attached to it. It was merely decorative. Now it was going to be used to hang me. One detail that I found interesting is that I was going to be in front of the mirror we were using. I was going to see myself at all times. Hmmm.