This session took place in a hotel room in a hot city. JJ and I had met wth Margot in a bar for a drink and then decided to retire for the night. JJ suggested we do something with the camera. I had been begging him to do something for RFPIX for a while now. I had seen pictures and videos of Camille and Gabrielle. I wanted to be a part of this. We had shot something before in the office, very short, but this time I wanted to do something more involved.

I'm not sure if we ever discussed the possibility of showing this to anyone. But the time has come to share this very personal experience.

I look at myself and think back to how I felt at that time, what I was thinking. There wasn't very much light, so the pictures and video have a grainy quality to them. I think it makes it look more authentic. This video is not rehearsed. The whip marks are all real and the sound of the whip is real. JJ used a bullwhip he had bought in Hungary. It hurt like hell.

I hope you enjoy this peak into my training to RFPIX.